末日又怎样。

末日谣言传的沸沸扬扬，传遍大街小巷。
各种说法都有，好笑的，感性的。
有人说：“既然明天就末日了，为了不到银行贷款，逍遥人生的最后一回。”
这是好笑的说法。即使让你在一天之内尝遍世界上的一切，但死去的那一刻也化为乌有。那些美好的回忆终究带不走。

有人说：“明天末日了，但我还没来得及报答父母。会有来世吗？如果有来世，希望我还是他们的亲人。”
这是感人的肺腑之言。我想有这份心意已表示有孝敬的心。孝顺不必选时间进行，它可以是一个很小很随意的人，事，物。

听身边的人都说：“希望明天不要末日，我还有这个，那个还没做到。”突然我问我自己：“我呢？” “我不知道。” 我不想我的人生会被这个，那个而约束，那么痛苦。

虽然美国太空署已说明明天不会有末日，但人的一生最重要的莫过于家人和朋友。我还是想说：
家人呀！如果明天是末日，我想说我很庆幸我们是有血缘关系的一分子。虽然我们没有很富裕的家庭，但谢谢你们给我一个开心的家。

朋友啊！如果还有下辈子，我还是要跟你们扯上关系。虽然偶尔有不愉快，但是你们让我生活上色，不单调。

就算是末日又怎样，人嘛终究逃不过生老病死。

放下一切，坦然的离开。

Little task.

Two weeks of holidays gone. What I'm gonna to do? 
*blink* I'm gonna to redesign my blog. 
I am gonna to give it a more comfortable sight effect, in just a simple appearance. 
Stay tune, peeps!
:)

03.11.2012

不知不觉又是新的一天，假期的第二天。

但我已感觉我开始废了。

不知怎么的，我不习惯不用写功课的晚上。

上课期间，我都会以一集的电影来慰劳自己一天的努力。

但现在当我可以无限的应许的看电影时，

我却觉得很惭愧。

我想我需要调试我接下来放假三个月的日子。

原本打算十一月五号去工作，但我应征的公司迟迟还没答复我。

询问之下才知道他们以男生为先前考虑，说是为了方便他们去郊区查账。

没办法了，就让我休息一个月吧。

希望可以在十二月前找到工作。

  开学的那个学期将是我大学最后一个学期。

随着离开毕业的日子越来越近，我的心情也越来越兴奋，也开始担心，压力。

兴奋是因为我可以用自己的能力赚钱，好让父母不需要在这么辛苦。

我知道赚钱不容易，但至少我是靠我自己努力换来的。

 

担心和压力是害怕找不到工作。

我自己知道自己的事，我们未来要工作的领域是很附有竞争力的。

比起同科系的朋友，我的成绩不是特别好，各方面的能力，潜能也是有限的。

我深怕。。。。。

未来的事没人能够预料，也许我们只能活到十二月二十六号。

我习惯未雨绸缪，凡是做最坏的打算。

通常投资家都会说：“你要知道自己能够亏多少，知道自己的承受多少风险。”

也许朋友们都会说我是悲观的，但我是在为自己打强心针。

祝大家假期快乐。

还在勤奋念书和用自己能力赚钱的的朋友加油！

13.10.2012

又来了，

那让我讨厌的感觉又来了！

我不喜欢这样的我！

希望是自己想多了。

人嘛，

骨子里就存在一些现实，自私的基因。

我们又不是神，

没有人是完美的。

我不怪谁，也不怨谁；

我也不强求什么，

我只希望可以是你们故事里的配角。

然而我告诉我自己：“即使全世界忘了你，你也可以过得很好。”
不要强迫，别奢望别人为你而停留。
大家有各自的生活与责任。

谢谢你们，又让我上了一堂课。

思念

Let me write something. Well, mid-term exams were over, presentations done, assignments submitted and everything done. What is my next plan? Final exam is approaching in two weeks time. I'm gonna to catch time for my revisions. 

So far I'm happy with the final exam timetable. It's not that packed as last semester. At least it gives us more time to revise all the chapters. 

Wish me luck !!!

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I found a voice which can sings song that it can go through my heart and recall my memories when I listened to the song he sings.Especially the lyrics. For those I didn't see for long time, how are you? How's life? For those who have left Miri, are you doing well out there? For those I forget you, I hope you are doing well.

I miss someones so badly suddenly. No matter where we are, there is still a life we need to handle. No matter how hard is your life, please do remember, it's your life. It's your responsibility to live it safely and happily.

Thank god for giving me a wonderful day!

:)

x(

This the very first time I hate to work using Microsoft Excel. It makes us FRUSTRATED and end up everyday in worry! The due date is just around corner and mistakes keep showing up. Edit and redo and edit again and redo again is what I'm doing recently. Where is the end? I don't know. Please...I beg you! Please be good to us! I need you to push up my marks. Bless me~~

Update!

Short update:

• It's the 11th study week. The second last week of this semester.
• One auditing assignment which will due on 1th of October.
• One finance assignment which will due on 4th of October. *this is driving me to gila!*
• Final exam papers will be held on 23th, 25th, 31th of October and 1th of November.

That's all. Hope that I can get through all this tasks. Again, hard time attacks! Wish me luck.

别人；自己。

不要试图讨好所有人，
想要顾及他人的眼光，
而改变自己的言行，
为了让所有人都满意，
而举步维艰，只会委屈自己，
对人慈悲，也不要忘了对自己慈悲。

窄与宽。

一个人若心胸狭窄，
眼里容不得半点沙子，
那即使给他全世界的一切，
他仍然觉得这个世界太小，
有诸多不满；

一个人若心胸宽广，
对任何事物都不执著，
那即使他生活简陋，
屋里只有一张床，
他依然觉得天地很宽，
心怀感恩。

己所不欲，勿施于人。

故事主角： 某某某- 是个自私自利的人，众所皆知。
                  女同学- 不是怎么喜欢某某某。
                  还有我。

就在刚才，手机响了。看见是女同学打来的，赶紧接了。
女同学：“彦延阿。某某某打来问我可以借他chapter 8 和 9 的答案吗？他讲他要抄。”
前提是他们那天全都没去上课，只剩我一个人去。所以，女同学的答案是我给他的。她是怕我介意把答案借给别人。
我说：“借啦。做莫勒？”
她沉默，然后说：“没有啊，只是想问你一下吗。”
我说：“别人斤斤计较，但是我们不要学他。他自私，我们也不要学他。我们要宽宏大量。”
女同学又再次沉默，随着说：“哦。。。”  谈话就结束了。

以前的我会以牙还牙，会看他那自私自利的样子不顺眼。但现在我看开了。如果和那种人较量，让我觉得我好像和他为伍了。

从前的我们会一起吃午饭，闲聊。但现在我甚至忘了大伙儿最后一起聚餐是什么时候了。以前，我会很很在意。但现在我然而觉得一个人也很好。大家都说我有怪癖，这我知道。我还是有喜欢我的朋友。

宇宙早已定下了一个规律，那就是“合则聚，不合则离。” 我觉得很逻辑。即使我有多怪癖，我的家人和真正的好朋友都会接受我，爱我。我不奢望很多人了解我，因为我连自己也不太了解。

即使一个人拥有全世界，但我相信我拥有的世界也是很富有，很幸福。人嘛，能活几年？拼死拼活得来的钱财将来也化为乌有。为何不把时间花在建立更多有意义的事，建造更多好的回忆。

I am back.

Hi, I'm back. There was some problem to login into my account for the last few weeks. And now I've figure it out. :) My tuition free week has over. I'd played with my friends crazily last week, so my parents were so worried about my studies. But dad and mom, I am a manner kid which I'll still study even I'm playing. Hehe...

Okay, it's time to prepare to go to class. Have a good day !

:)

八月十八日-雨天。

如果难过，就努力抬头望天空吧，
它那麽大，一定可以包容你的所有委屈。 

:)

还是像当年一样~

我，有时脾气很怪异。

我，不是善于表达内心。

我，不会说好话。有时越说越糟。

我，安慰别人不是我在行的。

我，有时是固执的。

我，没有显赫的家世背景或学历。

我，不善于交际。

我，只是个比普通再普通的女孩。

但我，有着一群不平凡的猪朋狗友---反派党！

他们，知道我脾气怪异和固执。

他们，体谅我的说有的短处。

即使，我们都被各分东西，一年难见几次面。

在这段期间，大家都经历了不少的酸甜苦辣。

但，当大家见面，坐下，开口的那瞬间，

我们心里知道他还是当年我们认识的他。

就这样，我们的友谊还是像当年一样深厚。

就这样，我们还是像当年一样无话不说，一样的疯狂。 

希望就算三十年后，我们都像现在一样。

朋友们，随着时间流逝；我们渐渐长大，自然我们都要为将来而打拼。

不管我们身在何处，一颗，两颗，三颗... ... 的心都联系在一起。

愿你们平安，快乐。

:)

水无我，镜无心。

禅师将一杯水交给弟子，并说：＂它是你的老师，努力跟水学习。＂

弟子说：＂跟这杯水学习什麽？＂

禅师说：＂跟水学习如何面对不同的空间！无论把水倒进不同形状的容器，水便改为容器的形状，水永不抱怨空间改变。＂

禅师再将一面镜子交给弟子，并说：努力跟镜子学习。

弟子说：跟镜子学习什麽？

禅师说：学习如何面对不同时间！镜子面对不同情境，如实反映毫无遗落，不算计情境的好坏。

弟子说：为什麽它们能做到这样？

禅师说：水无我，镜无心。

因此不落入空想迷失自己.


（转载）

永别意味着什么？

徐志摩在离开剑桥前往中国的旅程上与他原本打算前往探望的知己永别了。

当时的他没留下什么，只留下：

“轻轻的我走了，正如我轻轻的来；我轻轻的招手，作别西天的云彩。”

为何有人可以不留一字一语就永别了。

不怪她。

也许她在离开之前，心里是挣扎的，难过的，难舍的。

只是留下的人此刻只可以用伤心的眼泪纪念她。

永别前的最后一面，一句话，一个拥抱将成为永远难忘的记忆。

但，即使是永别，也剥夺不了留下的人去纪念，想念她的权利。 

永别的人啊，你们到哪里去了？

留下的人呐，你们会记得她们多久呢？

生老病死的生命循环，我们都听已为常。

但是，当事情发生时，人类束手无策。

只能无奈接受。

人类啊，人类！我们看似很坚强，很强大，我们经营了世界。

其实我们就像蚂蚁一样渺小，脆弱。

比起伤心，我更感慨！

愿您一路走好！

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我们的公主，你要好好地！

别忘了你有我们，我们永远是你第二个避风港！

01.08.12

Who can feed me !

I am blogging in the middle of my revision now. Actually I've no idea in what to write. But I want to tell is "I am so hungry right now! WTH!" As those examples in the lecture slides are about Big Mac and French Fries !!! I hate the feeling of being hungry when I am studying, seriously. But what can I do. I cannot eat now as it is already in the late night now. Ahhhh!!! 

This is the 3rd week of study. Seemed like the first day of class was on yesterday. Everything is just going so fast! I'll have a 15% of capital budgeting test in this coming Friday and one presentation next week. I think I gonna be more passionate about my study. I've wasted so much time in the first 2 weeks.

Okay, I still feeling so hungry now and I need to proceed in the revision.  Bye!

23 - 07 - 2012

I saw this in my FB which I feel it is so true. Family isn't always blood, like your closed friends. 

You can share everything with them with the same way you share with your family. :)

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Today is the second week of my new semester. I have to do tutorial questions from now on which means I've less time to go out. I feel so imbalance this few days as my closed friends are still having their holiday. I just can't get enough to hang out with them. 

I found that I am acting so slow and stubborn lately. I think to do more exercises so that my brain can generates faster.

I'm gonna to manage a food blog together with my friends. Three of us like to do cooking. We are still in the process of designing the blog. Somehow there is some issues in editing the template. I can't wait to see the blog establish.

Tom Hardy :)

 Okay,you probably will going to say I'm crazy. Yes! I would admit it if you say so. This man, Tom Hardy. I know him from the movie This Means War. He is the leading man of the movie. It's an interesting movie. But the most important point is, he is so gorgeous in the movie. :)

Ignore the left one.

Look at his smile !!! *melting*

Add caption

 He is currently 34 years old, more then 10 years older than me. But age is not a matter for me. Hehehehe... However, he divorced once before. *heart broken* Instead of having an ang mo to be my future husband, I prefer a typical Chinese. Why? Because I like chinese foods so much and the traditions. I'm proud to be a Chinese. :)

What I've wrote above is just for fun. Even he is so so so handsome but I'll only fall in love with him only when he can speaks in good mandarin and eat using chopsticks. ;)

Kthxbye! Good night!

家，是永远的避风港。

人人都会说：“家，是永远避难所。”是的，不管在外发生什么事回家就对了。回家就可以找到那最温暖，无条件地怀抱。但是我不明白为何有人可以轻易地说“我要离开这个家！”。到底有什么莫大的委屈，难堪，不满，能够让一个人有离开家的念头？就算真有误会，有委屈也抵不过父母辛苦提拔你，养育你成人的苦劳？

在你生起要离开家的念头时，先想想你有什么资格说要离开家。

你尝过赚钱养育父母的苦吗？就像他们辛苦赚钱养你一样。

你尝过喂食已因年迈而无法自行打理生活的父母吗？就像他们照料小时候的你一样。

你尝过母亲因为生下你而经历的疼痛吗？

 你经历过父亲为了养家所面对的压力吗？

你能明白父母要撑起一个家所付出的辛劳吗？

最重要是你想过父母失去孩子的痛苦吗？

如果你都没有经历过那一切，就想想你是不是有资格说离开。父母所经历的痛苦，为难，委屈，难堪是我们身为孩子所想象的更多倍。尽管如此，他们又想过要抛下你然后离开这个家吗？

就算你正的离开那个家，你会不会后悔你当初要离开家的念头？不会，是因为你还没尝到离开家，离开家人的痛苦。会，是因为你离开家已有一段日子。你开始想念妈妈的拿手好菜，爸爸那严肃的眼神，兄弟姐妹之间的打骂玩笑。

这时你会想：“我要回去，回我的家！”但是，到时的家已是破碎的，他们的心是伤痕累累的。从前的欢笑已不再。妈妈的拿手好菜已不是那个味儿。爸爸严肃的眼神变得哀伤。兄弟姐妹之情已不再。这时你会想：“我只不过离开了一下，为什么我的家会变成这样？”就在你离开的那一刻，他们的心已千疮百孔。破镜难重圆，更何况是被伤害透顶的家。

要成为一家人要修多少世，要有多深的缘分呀！家，是这世界最难得，可贵的东西！

School reopen.

Today is the first day of my new semester. I'm a 3rd year student now, unbelievable!!! I have to step out to the working world so so soon. Time flies!!! Am I getting myself ready? I don't know. But who cares? First of all I need to get that piece of damn expensive 'paper' with only few words written on before I going to work. Then what is the second? I have no idea too!

Well, I've one lecture during Monday. Nothing special during the first day. It's probably only an introduction for that unit. But I'm so 'lucky' to meet that lecturer again. Hopefully he can do well than last semester.

Hoping that everything is going smooth in my new semester. *crossed-fingers*

I cherish everyone of you.

It's hard to have a heart-to-heart conversation if you didn't open your heart to me. I am so willing to help you, I swear. And I know it's so hard to confide your personal issues to someone. Or maybe I'm not the person you are so trust into that you could tell everything to me. However, I'm working so hard to protect our friendships from breaking down or fading away, that's what i think. 

Anyway, I hope you are doing well and always have a happy life. I want you to be happy.

Do not take thing that you don't like too heavy, it will makes your life harder.

Killing time.

I kept refreshing my Facebook page even I knew there was nothing that could attract my attention. Oh god...It's such a boring life. I've done anything I could do and yet the time is still running so slow. Actually I'm ready a book, but the story is confusing so i decided to put it aside. Oh ya! I've a new design for my blog. It looks not bad huh? Hehehe...


Well, since I have nothing to do instead of sitting here and wasting my time. Why don't I share some good things that I've found from the internet.

1. 我们，不需要去羡慕别人所拥有的幸福。
   
   你以为你没有的，可能在来的路上，
   
   你以为她拥有的，可能在去的途中。
   
   所以，得不到，并不一定是最痛苦，
   
   爬得越高，跌倒了会伤的越重，
   
   拥有的人，每天都活在失去的恐惧中，
   
   所以，拥有的少的时候，其实也是一种快乐.  
2.  [ 知足就是幸福 ]
   
   多少人在今天见不到明天的太阳，
   多少人在今天已成了残疾。
   多少人在今天要面对饥荒，
   多少人在今天已失去了家。
   
   还活着是种幸福，有健康是份礼物。
   饱暖时要懂知足，有家归应感满足。
   要知足才会幸福，会随缘路更好走。
   顺境时不起贪念，逆境时不起憎恚。
   
   人生本来就是苦，不知足只会增加痛苦。
   最後总会发现，原来平凡就是幸福。 
   
   
   3. Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds that you plant.----Robert Louis Stevenson.
   I like the third one. Somehow people give up easily because they focus in how long they still need to go on but not how far they have already walk. I know it is easy to ask someone to read through those motivation quotes or stories. In fact, it is hard when you applying them in life.
   
   
   That's all from me. Gonna meet with my old friends tomorrow.
   
   
   :)
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   

开学将即！

距离开学只剩一个星期多。
问我做好准备了吗？我说：“好了！”
问我期待吗？我答：“期待呀！”
那为什么期待呢？我回应：“因为距离毕业只剩一年。只要安全毕业了，父母就不必这么辛苦了。”
对于新学期，我准备好了。我期待我将学习的内容。我期盼我毕业的那一天，父母脸上挂着欣慰的笑容。
对于学习的每一天，我都期待。我喜欢读书，但不是考试。我喜欢上课的气氛，但不怎么喜欢一起角色。他们太难捉摸了太累了。
有位朋友说，不要把一件不喜欢的事重复的 埋怨。你越想，久而久之它就会慢慢的烙在你的潜意识。说时容易，做时难。但为了让我在以后日子里好过些，我要学习克服。

Epic failed !!!

Oh my Buddha ! Just now when I was to bored and I got to change my blog skin. After some procedures, now I found I couldn't get my previous skin back and I LOST it. Now my background is empty ! On the other words, my blog is now naked ! So, please read it carefully. Otherwise she will feels so shy.

Finally it rains,heavily. Hope it can wash off the haze. Kthxbye. Good night !

放榜和感谢词！

我一直很担心的成绩终于在今天凌晨12点放榜了！看到我的成绩终于可以放下心中大石。我对我自己的要求不高，我只希望我及格但也不要太差。一切都比我想象的好很多。当我看见成绩的的那杀那，我真想去敲我父母的房门。我的付出总算没白费了！

很感谢家人在我最忙，最沮丧的时候忍受我那很怪懒的脾气，谢谢你门的忍让与体谅。也感谢身边支持，鼓励我的朋友们。好了，感谢词就到这里吧！

今天和一个三姑和一个六婆溜达的一个早上和半个下午。跟她们就是除了吃吃喝喝还是吃吃喝喝，没别的。我们能做的事就只有聊不完的话题和没有尽头的笑声。虽然我们一年相聚的日子很短但友情还是想当初一样亲。

美里最好吃的鸡汤面线！我是个鸡汤面线粉丝！！

好吃的糟菜粉干！酸度适中。

来自槟城的手信，谢谢亲爱的！！

三姑与六婆。嘻嘻嘻~

大，中，小杯的 Frappucino。Kam sha a mi da, peng you!

从小，我的生活圈子就很小很小。谢谢你们的出现，我才觉得那个生活圈子又大一点点。

26.06.2012

Hi,there. It has been awhile. Still, I am in my holiday. I like to have holiday in June every year because most of my friends are coming back to Miri then we can be gathered. And also I can meet with my old friends which we seldom see each other during the study period. :)

I am watching a Chinese drama recently which is so hot now in TV channel. It's not bad to watch. I've copied an introduction from the internet.

电视剧红娘子剧情介绍
　　这是发生在上世纪三十年代，西南山城玉屏的一个充满传奇色彩的爱情故事。
　　红军女战士王小红因为父亲王福是玉屏梅家大药房的掌柜，所以被派往玉屏为根据地弄西药。为了顺利地通过土匪云集的天门山口，王小红租了一顶花轿假扮成了新娘子。按照玉屏的风俗，新娘子是玉屏守护神——红娘子的化身，连土匪都有不抢花轿的规矩。
　　然而，出乎王小红的意料，她在天门山口却被土匪劫上了黑龙山。因为这天黑龙山上来了玉屏梅家的大少爷梅贤祖，他假装被黑龙山土匪绑票而骗取了家里三千块现大洋，然后将之交给匪首黑木蛟当做抢花轿的报酬。
　　梅贤祖要抢的是清远镇的妓女牡丹，她被玉屏军政府剿匪司令马戎赎了身，要娶回家当太太。可是，他并不知道土匪劫错了花轿，是夜仍在黑龙上山大开 筵席，和众土匪一起庆祝自己和牡丹大婚。不料，同样当天结婚马戎却以此为幌子，率兵攻打黑龙山。黑木蛟身受重伤，率残部逃下山去。此时，被误劫上山的王小 红为黑木蛟动手术而救了他一命，又和黑木蛟结拜为兄妹，并带众匪帮黑木蛟又重新夺回黑龙山，由此和黑木蛟建立了很深了联系。
　　王小红下了黑龙山便赶往玉屏梅家大药房。在那里，她的才华很快被梅家掌门人梅乙鹤认可，并被拜为西医女先生。然而没过多久，王小红就被反攻黑龙 山时漏网逃走的大兵谢二狗指认为女匪首，马戎在玉屏大开法场要枪决王小红。梅贤祖为救王小红编出了他们早已私定终身的谎话，最终将王小红救下。梅家上下对 梅贤祖的话信以为真，梅王二人心中也生出情愫。不料，王小红和梅贤祖成婚当日，梅贤祖却又被孔雀山土匪白孔雀绑架上山。王小红代梅家前去赎人，险些遭受马 戎手下马一刀的暗算，幸好黑木蛟及时赶到将她救下。
　　王小红和黑木蛟先后上了孔雀山，不仅解除了梅贤祖的危险，大家还都认识到共同的敌人乃是马戎。由此黑木蛟和白孔雀借此机会将马一刀等人押解到天门山口将马戎羞辱了一番。马戎恼羞成怒，当夜便派谢二狗等人扮成土匪在玉屏烧杀掳掠，并嫁祸给黑木蛟。
　　白孔雀得此消息，派手下到玉屏四处散发传单揭穿马戎的阴谋。由此，马戎和白孔雀冲突加剧，马戎立誓要消灭黑木蛟和白孔雀这两股势力。
　　马戎纠集玉屏周边多股军阀一起将孔雀山围住，并四处散发孔雀山即将被攻占的消息。最终黑木蛟信以为真，带着兄弟们下山来救，不想却落入马戎的包 围圈。白孔雀知道黑木蛟下山救援不成，反被包围。也带着人马下山前来救援。这下两座山头的人马都如马戎所愿落入了包围圈中。关键时刻，梅贤祖带着大批军火 率领黑龙山留守的土匪、王小红带着红军前来救援，最终将马戎击退。然而，黑木蛟为了救白孔雀却身中数枪，不治身亡。黑木蛟临终前将黑龙山托付给了梅贤祖。 黑木蛟葬礼当天，白孔雀殉情自杀，死前也将孔雀山托付与了王小红。梅贤祖自认为是跳江湖命，打算当一辈子土匪。而王小红顾念梅家老小，告别梅贤祖只身回到 梅家。
　　王小红回到玉屏没有多久，离玉屏不远的花荫镇就爆发瘟疫。马戎封锁花荫镇并不去积极救治，而王小红却在梅家大药房收治了大量的病人。此时，省城白大帅为了分化马戎的军政大权，派来邢专员到玉屏公开选拔一位县长。然而马戎却暗自捣鬼，仍想身兼两职而牢抓军政大权。
　　不料，此时梅贤祖却回到玉屏，在梅家大药房和王小红的支持之下最终击败马戎当选了玉屏县长。梅贤祖带领着梅家上下经过半个月的努力终于战胜了瘟 疫，获得了玉屏的民心。然而，王小红被一位外国记者拍下了一张以党旗为背景的照片，这张照片落在了马戎的手里，成为了马戎认定王小红是赤匪的铁证。可是， 当他前去缉拿王小红的时候，王小红早已经被梅贤祖秘密送出城去。
　　马戎于是拿梅贤祖开刀，定了梅贤祖私通赤匪的重罪要在玉屏枪决。不料，行刑之前，王小红却一身红装出现在了法场之上。王小红告诉梅贤祖她要和他 一起用死来唤起玉屏百姓的觉醒。霎时间，王小红宛如红娘子下凡，在场百姓无不为之动容。他们纷纷冲上断头台，要用血肉之躯保护王小红和梅贤祖。与此同时， 红军、黑龙山、孔雀山三股力量齐聚攻打玉屏，马戎不得不退回军政府布置作战计划，王小红和梅贤祖也终于得救。不久，马戎集结重兵再次攻打孔雀山，却不料中 了梅贤祖之计，被梅贤祖、王小红等人合围在孔雀山大殿，绝境之下，开枪自决。
　　战斗终于结束了，王小红告诉梅贤祖根据地要转移，自己要跟着队伍一起走。梅贤祖本想和王小红一起离开，然而，在玉屏百姓的苦苦挽留之下他最终还是选择留下。
　　天门山口，红军的队伍开走了，梅贤祖和王小红含泪离别，他们心知这一别大概就是一世，但却仍然约定不论多久都一定等着对方……

Here it is!

I like her costumes in that drama. She's pretty.

Nothing much to write. kthxbye! Good night !!

Holiday starts !

Hi. I've went through a hard time for the past few weeks because of the final exams. I like to attend classes, labs, and seminars but exams are NO NO to me. I suppose no one would like to sit for exam. Well, time passes; my second year has comes to an end. I gonna to be a third year student starts from the coming semester. People say third year is enough to drive you into crazy. So I'm waiting, hope it is not that scary as what they said. *finger crossed* 

Everyday when I went home from exam, my mum asked how was it. I just replied in a guilty way saying that they were okay, full stop. I didn't gave any further elaboration. Because I know I did bad in all the papers. But nothing I can do as it already happened. What I can do is sit and wait for the results. I'll convince myself to accept the bad outcome during the result release date.

Few more days to Father's Day. As usual we don't have the habit to celebrate for any celebrations, including Father's Day. Prepare a simple dinner is the only thing we normally will do. I appreciate what my parents have done or going to do for me. I come from a very tradition family. We don't hug, we never say 'I love you' or kiss on cheeks of our family members. I know these are normal to others but I don't know why my family do not implement this kind of actions since I was born. Sometimes I am so admire when looking at my friends are hugging their parents.

人总是在追求未得到的，
而遗忘了身边爱他的人。

爸爸妈妈虽然不能给我们全世界，
但却把他们整个世界都给了我们。
不要只顾着爱我们爱的人，
而忘了孝顺深爱着我们的父母亲。

什么都可以舍，唯有父母不能舍弃。
什么都可以等，唯有孝顺父母不能等。
谁都可以不爱，唯有爸爸妈妈不能不爱。

女儿感恩有您们做我的父母。 

不管怎样，都是一天。

我最近过着僵尸般颓废的生活。我已有十天没踏出家门，没有娱乐，头发又长又乱，满脸的痘痘，粗糙的皮肤更别说。每天一睁开眼就想到又要面对书桌一整天。有时我甚至不知道我在读什么，只觉得眼睛一直在扫描的文字，却不懂内容。我喜欢平常上课的日子，压力中带些自由欢乐的气息。但我讨厌考试前夕，它足以让崩溃。

每当我觉得压力时，我告诉自己：“要坚持！这个时候只有你能帮你自己，你不能输！再难也只不过那几天，过了就好命了。就算结果坏了，至少你尽力了。拼了！！！！”

为了不让自己倒下，为了不让关心我的人失望，坚持是我唯一的途径。虽然有时会很难，但也不能倾诉因为毕竟别人不能理解你的处境。别人也没义务倾听你的故事，所以万事靠自己是最验岩的。

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朋友，别再强颜欢笑，说你很好。

我们随时在原地呆着，给你投怀送抱。

大家，奋力吧！！

常懷感恩讓你我更快樂！

 从某处发现了译者很有意义的故事：

一個故事說穿了很多人


A不喜歡吃雞蛋，每次發了雞蛋都給B吃。

剛開始B很感謝，久而久之便習慣了。

習慣了，便理所當然了。

於是，直到有一天，A將雞蛋給了C，B就不爽了。

她忘記了這個雞蛋本來就是A的，A想給誰都可以。

為此，她們大吵一架，從此絕交。




有一年，很熱的夏天，一隊人出去漂流。

女孩的拖鞋在玩水的時候，把拖鞋掉下去了，沉底了。

到岸邊的時候，全是曬的很燙的鵝卵石，他們要走很長的一段路。

於是，女孩兒就向別人尋求幫忙，可是誰都只有一雙拖鞋。

女孩心裏很不爽，因為她習慣了向別人求助，而只要撒嬌就會得到滿意地答覆。

可是這次卻沒有。她忽然覺得這些人都不好，都見死不救。

後來，有一個男孩將自己的拖鞋給了她，然後自己赤腳在那曬得滾燙的鵝卵石上走了很久的路。還自嘲說是鐵板燒。

女孩表示感謝，

男孩說，你要記住，沒有誰是必須要幫你的。幫你是出於交情，不幫你是應該。

女孩記住了男孩的話，自此以後學會了對施以援手的人銘記在心，並給以更大的回報。

很多時候，我們總是希望得到別人的好。

一開始，感激不盡。

可是久了，便是習慣了。

習慣了一個人對你的好，便認為是理所應當的。

有一天不對你好了，你便覺得怨懟。

其實，不是別人不好了，而是我們的要求變多了。

習慣了得到，便忘記了感恩.



我們常會感激月亮 而忘記了太陽…

有一則猶太故事說，有一天，有人問一位老先生，太陽和月亮哪個比較重要。

那位老先生想了半天，回答道：「是月亮，月亮比較重要。」

為什麼？

「因為月亮是在夜晚發光，那是我們最需要光亮的時候，而白天已經夠亮了，太陽卻在那時候照?」你或許會笑這位老先生糊塗，但你不覺得很多人也是這樣嗎？

每天照顧你的人，從不覺得有什麼，若是陌生人這樣對你，你就認為他人真好；

你的父母、妻子或先生一直付出，你總覺得理所當然，甚至還有得嫌；外人為你做出類似行為，你就受寵若驚，就會很感激。這不是跟「感激月亮，否定太陽」一樣糊塗嗎？

有個女孩跟媽媽大吵了一架，氣得奪門而出，決定再也不要回到這個討厭的家！

一整天，她都在外面閒逛，肚子餓得咕嚕咕嚕叫，但偏偏又沒帶零用錢出來，又拉不下臉回家吃飯。直到了晚上，她來到一家麵攤旁，聞到了陣陣的香味，真好想吃一碗，但身上又沒帶錢只能不住的吞口水。

忽然，老闆親切的問：「小姐，妳要不要吃麵啊？」 她不好意思的回答：「嗯！可是…我沒有帶錢…老闆聽了笑：「沒關係，今天就算老闆請客吧！」

女孩簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵，她坐下來。

不一會兒，麵來了，她吃得津津有味，並說：「老闆，你人真好！

老闆說：「哦？怎麼說？」女孩接著回答：「對啊！我們素不相識，你卻對我那麼好，不像我媽，根本就不了解我的需要和想法，真氣人！

老闆又笑了：「小姐，我才不過給妳一碗麵而已，妳就這麼感激我，那麼妳媽媽幫妳煮了二十幾年的飯，妳不是更應該感激她嗎？

被老闆這麼一講，女孩頓時有如大夢初醒，眼淚瞬間奪眶而出！顧不得還剩下的半碗麵，立刻飛奔回家。才到家門前的巷口，就遠遠的看到媽媽，焦急的在門口四處張望，她的心立刻揪在一起！有一千句、一萬句的對不起想對媽媽說。

還沒來得及開口? 只見媽媽已迎了上前：「唉呦！妳一整天跑去那裡了啊？嚇死我了！來，進來把手洗一洗，吃晚飯了。這天晚上，這個女孩才深刻體會到媽媽對她的愛。

太陽一直都在，人卻忘了它給的光亮，當親人一直都在，人卻卻忘了他們給的溫暖一個被照顧到無微不至的人反而不會去感恩，是因為白天已經夠亮了，太陽是多餘的嗎？

回家看看爸媽告訴他們辛苦了－爸媽我愛你！

給另一半ㄧ個深情的擁抱浪漫的吻，感謝她的付出！

找關心你的好友感謝他常當你的垃圾桶。

找關心你的老師和長官感謝他們的指導與愛護。

給平日默默付出的部屬一個溫暖的鼓勵。

真心付出讓世界更美好，常懷感恩讓你我更快樂！ 

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我不去记恨那些伤害过我的人，但我感激他们的出现。

他们让我更看清世界到底有着怎样的人。

我也感恩那些爱我，关怀我的人。

因为他们，我比多数人幸福。

我很知足！

：）

Relief.

I feel so relief now as one of my test and presentation are done today. Well, I personally judge my performance in the presentation was good, and my friends say so. So hopefully I can get a better marks, I think I deserve it. Hehehe...

But there was a issue happened yesterday.

My friend, Miss A asked :" Eh, regards to the two presentation group that have presented last week, which group do you think they performed better?"

Then I said : " The second group."

Miss A :" Ya, I think so and everyone think so. But you know what, first group got higher marks!"

Then I was shocked after knowing that. To be honest, the first group performance were just so so. For your information, one of the group member in the first group are close with our tutor and he is the president of one of the club in Business School. So, is there any unfair affair exists in this situation? I don't know. Therefore, my group is so worry about our marks will be affected.

Okay, I'll have assignments due on this coming Friday and next Monday plus another test on Tuesday. *deep breathe*

Hard time attacks.

I am freaking stressful.

Assignments, tests and presentation are piling up. 

I need help, but no one I can seek for.

I want to cry out loud,but I'm not allow to do that. 

I need someone to talk, but everyone is busy.

I am lost. What can I do.

:(

Good life.

Recently,

I wake up early.

I sleep late.

I write more.

I read more.

I flip over my books and slides more.

I eat less and late.

I consume caffeine a lot.

I watch movie less.

I smile less.

I talk less.

I stay at home after coming back from campus.

I get angry,depressed, frustrated, exhausted or pissed off easily.

.

.

.

.

.

All is because it's the end of semester.

FINAL EXAM IS AROUND THE CORNER & I'M INSANE SOON!!!

Let's move! Bersih 3.0

我澎湃的心早已准备好，时刻准备好！

今天将会是马来西亚人民创造另一个历史！

我要为国家更好的未来而奋斗.

 马来西亚人民崛起民主精神。

告诉现今政府到底我们想要的是什么!

改变不是为了你，我或他，

而是为了千千万万的子民与后代！

改变不是为了让国家骚乱，

而是为了让国家更强大！ 

贪污腐败可是可以灭了一个国家。

我只是一般的子民，但我有责任让我的国家有更好的未来。

我是一个马来西亚人，我爱我的国家！

让我们选择一个清廉，正直的统治者。

The Earth Day!

Oww...I didn't realized yesterday was the Earth Day until I saw an email from my school. How shame am I! As a part of the citizens of the earth, I am trying my best to reduce wastes, energy consumptions, release of CO2 or toxic gas and etc. Which I think, we as a human should at least TRY!

Well, there is some information that I copied from that email, which there are some simple things all of us can do in the workplace or at home : 

REDUCE YOUR CONSUMPTION:

The first step to reduce your impact on the environment is reducing the amount of resources you consume and use. Think twice before you buy or use anything. Do you really need it? By reducing your consumption, you will decrease the amount of waste you produce.

 

REDUCE YOUR WASTE:

There are many other ways to reduce your waste. The opportunities are nearly endless.

·     Think before you print or photocopy! Print and copy as little as possible.

·        Edit on screen, not on paper.

·        Use e-mail to minimise paper use.

·        Send and store documents like necessary papers for life insurance plans and business proposals  electronically instead of on paper.

·        When you must print or copy, do it double sided.

·        Circulate documents instead of making individual copies for everyone.

·        Change the margins of your Word documents. The default margins on the documents you print are 1.25 inches on all sides. Simply changing the margins to 0.75 inches will reduce the amount of paper you use by almost 5%.

REDUCE YOUR ENERGY CONSUMPTION:

·        Turn off unused or unneeded lights.

·        Use natural lighting instead of electrical lighting whenever possible.

·        If you have a desk lamp, make sure it uses fluorescent bulbs (instead of incandescent bulbs).

·        Select cold water for washing clothes.

·        Keep windows and doors closed in air-conditioned areas.

·        Turn off computers when they are not in use.

·        When purchasing computers and peripherals, buy low wattage equipment.

·        Minimise use of screen savers and instead enable power management features.

·        Purchase only energy-efficient products.

·        Move your refrigerator. Leaving space between your refrigerator and the wall increases air circulation around the condenser coils, allowing the fridge to operate more efficiently.

Every person is the right person to act. Every moment is the right moment to begin. The TIME to act is now!

 

All about exams.

HA~It feels so relief and good after the midterm exam. I've no time to really breath these days. And now at least I'm allow to talk with my mum and see her for a longer time, watch some movies I like and have proper meals at home.

Well, they asked me how is the exam. I said I don't know, in fact I really don't know. It wasn't so hard and yet not easy for me. I just written what I know for the answer, but i never leave my paper blank at any questions. I also don't want to put pressure on me in further. The higher the expectation, the more you will get disappointment at the end. This is what I've learnt from the previous experience.

However, I cannot be too relax at the same time. The draft for the final exam timetable is out. Tell you what, it's really sucks! My first day is on the 5 of June and go one for 3 continuous days, plus the two hardest units come on the first day. YEAH! Therefore, I need to prepare earlier if not I'll go for gg !!!

I'll have 2 more assignments, one presentation, one quiz and one lab test before the final exam. So I need to catch time to tackle them. I like to describe my study in the way of the accountants in a company. At the beginning of the financial year, the accountants normally only need to do the accounting daily transactions but when it come to the end of the financial year, they'll be busy like hell.

Wish me luck and all the best to those who are studying.  :)