Time flies...

Time flies and see we have gone through a week in chinese new year. Is not going to describe how i celebrate my new year as it might takes time to say. It's happy overall. I'm so guilty now. I didn't do anything regards to my studies since last Friday! Oh,hell ! My final is coming in just few days more !!!!! There are still some friends i haven meet and they are going back to study so soon !! I swear, I will not take any summer course,never ever ! It kills. The moment you spend your time in enjoying your life, your inner devil will pops out and saying :"hey,you shouldn't be here. If so, then you're going to fail your exam." Walao~ it's such a mentally torture. All right ! Should have start working in my studies now. Enjoy the rest of your holidays !

kthxbye !

:)

Not a good Friday

It's Friday, suppose I should feel happy because IT'S FRIDAY and followed by a beautiful weekend. But somehow it doesn't comes in that way. Kinda moody these days with few reasons. Everything around me looks dull and not energetic at all. Sometimes life is just like this. It goes up peak and drop again without any expectation or preparation.

Okay, stop making any complaint by now. I am writing this in the middle of revision. I am tired and i need some rest. I swear, taking summer course is NOT an easy job. Normally mid-term exam only comes after you study a subject for around 2 months but for me now is 2 weeks. I've start my first class last week and next Friday will be my mid-term exam. HELL~! But fortunately it held before the CNY so that we no need to worry much about the exam during CNY. I don't hope to "eat" books during the supposed-enjoy festival.

All right, I just want to say something here so that it wouldn't be so quite. Good luck to myself for the rest of days, especially the exam.

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Cheer up, Anne!

:)

Hard to say...

I am feeling so bad in this moment as something bad is happening on my family. Thoughts keep turning around in my mind but I can't even short them out. It's like a stone is stepping on my heart. I don't how to express my feelings, it's complicated.

My day!

Well, it is not a secret for me. I AM 22 NOW!!! No special feeling about the getting-old-happening. As some of my friends keep reminding me that I am getting older, but what's wrong with that? No one can stays young forever, right? So never feel upset even when you're turning into 50 one day. This is how the nature is created.

Something has annoyed me for the whole morning. People are always like to celebrate birthdays as they think it should be celebrated because they think it is one of the happy thing that only happen once in a year. However, for me, the day that I've born to this world was also the same day my mum was suffering from pain, tremendously. She might had lost her life that time. Because of me, her belly had been decorated with an operation scar. So, instead of celebrating your birthday, why don't you think the painfulness that your mum had been went through.

Well, I've spend my day with old friends. I know them more than 10 years. We observe the changing between us all the way from primary school til now. It's sweet. I love to be with them as we talk craps and do silly things sometimes. It is beautiful to have them as my friends. To end this post, I would like to thanks for the wishes, presents and surprises from all of them. I have to say I really appreciate that!

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And now I'm not alone!
Love you all !
Good night.

:)

First day of school.

I start my schooling life today. We've an indian guy as lecturer which is good in teaching and explaining overall. He is cute, he likes to murmuring in class. Sometimes you might can't get what he is trying to say, but fortunately he is willing to repeat and repeat without any hesitation. Everything is so far so good. I can gather and meet with my friends so frequent again. We talk bullshit and we laugh out loud sometimes. It has been a great thing for me to stay with them. But this life can only stand for another one and a half year, after that we will get graduate and getting apart to work with own life. However, the friendship wouldn't never get fade.

Something bad is happening in Sibu. A heartless creature killed one man, an old lady and three kids which only seven,eight and ten years old in a house one Tuesday morning. But the 10 year old get into heavy injured. The creature broke into the house of that family and killed whoever he scanned in his first sight. Luckily the wife of that man had heard something wrong down at her house so she went to locked herself in the room then climb out to her room to ask for help and she survive.

Somehow I am thinking why a normal person can get into so heartless situation? What have bring him to change? Why he couldn't let go those kids and the old lady? Even when you're looking for revenge, just put it on the person you hate but not the innocent ones. People are getting as cold as a steel. I wonder how the world will change to as time goes by. "Peace" is to say with your mouth and write with your hands but it is hard to undertake. I can't describe my feeling using words in this moment.

Be kind to people around, always. even you hate him. Things change just in a snap, to a right direction or the wrong one. Therefore, think twice before having your last decision.

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I don't like a cruel, ugly, cold blooded society. And I believe everyone does!

A blessed day!

I have a good mood through out the whole day. My friends are giving me an advance birthday celebration as they created a surprise which really surprised me. I appreciate whatever they've done. It's so nice to have friends in life.

Cute dress from them.

A simple but warmth dinner from family.

I appreciate whatever they've done for me. Well, my summer course is commences tomorrow. I can smell the hectic life towards me.

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